Sunday, January 31, 2010

Why me..?

This question is running in mind from long time..why me on this place.. I am deserving for what I am what I earn is it just a luck or it's my effort or some thing else seriously I don't know!!

In school I was a average student no body likes even teachers don't like me and I try to give my efforts to become a Best but I always fail I don't remember any good friend from school who support me up to end ,yah!! although there are few friends in school who generally use to hang out with me BUT finally I realized that THEY USE ME for there own purposes..but for now they are not my friend..because now I am better than them.. or by ignoring them I am doing the same , I am really in a chaos still searching the answer for that .


Believe me apart from few bad qualities I find my self as a good person..and that bad qualities like competition ,Jealousy ,EGO they always comes in front of me as my enemy.. but I suppose rarely (*_*) I still don't know what specialty come suddenly in me which give shape to me in a beautiful manner (I am not talking in terms of Body shape :P )..some of My friend says that it's because of the competition ..they always told to me "put me in a competition I w'll do any kind of Impossible task" , I am doing wrong??? to convert all things in to competition, I don't know!!
some time I feel jealous with others like from there success and all , you think that this is a normal human behavior to feel jealous but still I find my self culprit in this situation . I find little bit of EGO in me too I think some circumstances and some people are not in your control and they play a part of Invisible human inside you

Than who am I ?

That Man wit Flesh or Human with the soul
Than if both are the separate entity then why me for all this !!

I am a good person .. or not ?

Please answer My Questions


Aman Agarwal


5 comments:

  1. If you are bad, then a normal salaried man is as good as a terrorist. Believe me in this world where anyone can kill for their own needs, you are a bright star who can show lights to the befallen by just making friends with them. So I strongly suggest not to think about these kind of things again. You are what you are and that is how people love you! :)

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  2. Oh oh oh...Its perhaps the pretty natural question that we all confront some day or the other in our life, but unexpectedly quite beautifully put in words. I am no saint but can just opine that the best you can answer is that imagine a world where all of the people are like you, and I think thats enough to get you the answer.
    Not everyone is lucky enough to find a real friend... so till then enjoy friendship to whatever levels and with whomsoever it is, It doesnt take a minute to chage it all!!!

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  3. preety simple ques yaar. undoubtedly u r a great person. genuine by heart, soft spoken and brilliant in every way. not buttering but its really like finding water in desert to have a frnd like u .. be always like this ...

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  4. 1 suggestion for u .. better write on some topic which is not related to ur personal life .. ur not like Amitabh Bachan[:)] that others wud be interested in reading abt that..

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  5. @aloknever4u Here , I am writing for My frineds and I think my freinds have got the right to Know me Better :D

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