This question is running in mind from long time..why me on this place.. I am deserving for what I am what I earn is it just a luck or it's my effort or some thing else seriously I don't know!!
In school I was a average student no body likes even teachers don't like me and I try to give my efforts to become a Best but I always fail I don't remember any good friend from school who support me up to end ,yah!! although there are few friends in school who generally use to hang out with me BUT finally I realized that THEY USE ME for there own purposes..but for now they are not my friend..because now I am better than them.. or by ignoring them I am doing the same , I am really in a chaos still searching the answer for that .
Believe me apart from few bad qualities I find my self as a good person..and that bad qualities like competition ,Jealousy ,EGO they always comes in front of me as my enemy.. but I suppose rarely (*_*) I still don't know what specialty come suddenly in me which give shape to me in a beautiful manner (I am not talking in terms of Body shape :P )..some of My friend says that it's because of the competition ..they always told to me "put me in a competition I w'll do any kind of Impossible task" , I am doing wrong??? to convert all things in to competition, I don't know!!
some time I feel jealous with others like from there success and all , you think that this is a normal human behavior to feel jealous but still I find my self culprit in this situation . I find little bit of EGO in me too I think some circumstances and some people are not in your control and they play a part of Invisible human inside you
Than who am I ?
That Man wit Flesh or Human with the soul
Than if both are the separate entity then why me for all this !!
I am a good person .. or not ?
Please answer My Questions
Aman Agarwal
